Sunday, November 13, 2011

REMINDING ME

1、就算,眼前的這個男人,千般好,萬般好,處處是優點,他不愛你,這個缺點,你永遠改變不了。
2、分手時,不哭。當然,不是要你一點都不哭。當著面,別哭,背地裡,往死裡哭。
3、一個人最大的缺點,不是自私,野蠻,任性,而是偏執的愛著一個不愛自己的人。
4、不管你的條件有多差,總會有個人在愛你。不管你的條件有多好,也總有個人不愛你。
5、抓住男人的不二法門,應該就是,永遠不要讓他滿足。
6、打扮的再美,穿的再昂貴,那只是個幌子,用善良做的外衣才是真的美。
7、如果我們責怪愛情傷害了我們,那請問,………
開始的時候是不是你點頭答應愛情的來臨
8、能開口說出的委屈,便不是委屈。能離開的人,便不算是愛人。
9、所有愛著的人,愛過的人,都做著同一件事,犯賤。
10、心裡能裝著一些時間帶不走的淡淡悲傷,也是一種幸福。
11、人永遠是寂寞而自我的生物。無論多麼真誠的說出自己的愛,也總會有無法被理解的心情。
12、不卑不亢,從容優雅,面對一切。
13、一個人,如果沒空,那是因為他不想有空,一個人,如果走不開,那是因為不想走開,一個人,對你藉口太多,那是因為不想在乎。
14、有的事情,沒法說明。你覺得值,就值,你覺得不值,別人說值,你也覺得不值。
15、要明白一個道理,男人可是輕易的喜歡一個人,但不會輕易的愛上一個人。
16、女人,戀愛的時候,就像,與世隔絕般。
17、在風平浪靜的日子裡,留點空間給自己,留點空間給對方,留點美好給距離。
18、有的時候不要太計較,男人都有點粗枝大葉,忘了一件事,不代表他不愛你,別自己嚇自己。
19、女人,往往喜歡坦白心事,男人,則恰恰相反。
20、有時候,學會把失望當次一種收穫,因為有祈望,才會有失望。
21、女人的心慈手軟,與男人的口是心非,成正比。
22、不要妄想試圖改變誰,因為誰也改變不了誰,只有,他願不願意為你改變。
23、張愛玲說過,時間,可以瞭解愛情,可以證明愛情,也可以推翻愛情。
24、自由可貴,但是,每天數以萬計的人,在用自由換取愛情。
25、你可以虛榮,因為,那是女人的天性,但,不要讓自己變成為別人增加虛榮的工具。
26、不要說,這世上沒個好男人了,不要去記恨那個拋棄你的人,畢竟曾經愛過你,疼過你,寬容會讓你更美麗。
27、不要去好奇,不要去關心,他的現任女友長得如何,身材如何,你這樣只是自尋煩惱罷了。
28、說過的話一定要做到,哪怕是很愚蠢的,也總比言而無信的好。
29、不要在你哭泣的時候,說氣話,下決定,你會後悔的。
30、他說,我累了,讓我冷靜一段時間,好麼?你就說好,因為,他是來通知你的,不是來征得你同意的。
31、你清純就罷,你假裝清純,比醜還難看,明白麼?
32、不是所有的努力都會成功,但是,不努力,就一定不會成功。
33、女孩子要自愛,不管你遇到多大的打擊,不管你遇到的情況多麼悲涼,藉故墮落,也是墮落,越是不愛自己,越是沒人愛你。
34、美貌,智慧,金錢,很多事,都是天生註定的,別想用你那嫉妒心,改變什麼。
35、小心眼,嫉妒心,仇恨,報復,女人的伎倆不過如此,你要施展沒關係,關係的是你別被人發現。
36、放好心態,失去的東西,不要悲傷,你就當,他本身就不屬於你。
37、儘量做個優雅的女子。千萬別做作,因為,做作的女人,不僅女人討厭,男人更討厭。
38、獨立,永遠。不管,感情還是金錢。
39、嗯,不要在哪幾個場合相信男人的話呢?床上,他開心的時候,有求於你的時候,犯錯的時候。
40、不要想盡辦法的向很多人炫耀,你有很多男朋友或者男性朋友。因為,別人不僅不會羡慕你,只會看輕你。
41、不要整天問,你愛我麼?當你問的時候,他就不愛你了。
42、要相信,這句話。再轟轟烈烈的愛侶,也比不上平平淡淡的父母。
43、20以下,你相信偶像劇,那就算了。20以上,你還相信偶像劇,那就完了。
44、要知道,一個男人好與壞,不是看他花心還是專一,自古男人都花心,而是要看,有沒有控制力。
45、有沒有發現,往往刻骨銘心的愛戀。通常,沒有好結果。
46、煙,和酒,從古至今,被公認為兩大毒藥。而對,女人,愛情這一樣,足以致命。
47、勇敢的女人,永遠比懦弱的女人美麗。如果,你的愛人不愛你,我勸你還是勇敢點分離,好過,懦弱的糾纏。
48、善於妥協的女人,很寶貴。但是,只善於妥協的女人,很廉價。

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Predestine



yesterday i was awaken by heart pain
he gonna leave Liverpool and never heard that he receive my parcel
don't know why i heart pain
is he received but don't want respond or it predestine that he will not receive it

then, i decided to ask him through Facebook
he really haven receive it
then he went to office to check about it

Finally he get it!!
he touched about it...
he called me bi again...he say love me...
but i feel scare about it, i knew he may change his mind
i would not want to respond too much to him
he said don't know want to hurt me second time or not
but he never try then already think will hurt me second time?
i know he scare, he dun wan hurt me anymore

and me, also scare to get hurt from him again
also dun know what should i respond to him
the relationship is still the same
we did not admit and promise anything

Somehow, now i was thinking back everything
is it predestine me heart pain yesterday?
is it predestine he will receive the parcel
then what was the predestine that i with him at the end...?

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

飞机场



飞机场~
谁也没想到这里会成了我们分开的地点
我没想到,送你离开马来西亚同时也把你送离开我身边
多么难堪啊!

依然清晰记得,那天送你离开的情景
我们去了拜神然后就赶回家送你离开
依然记得当初犹豫着是否送你,而你却坚持要我送
但那天送了你,却也送走了我和你之间这段感情
依然记得,当我转身后,我的眼泪却流了
为了不舍得,为了你的离开
当你打给我听见我的伤心
有心疼吗?也许没有吧!

我很了解你是一个只顾自己多过别人
或许我没办法让你很爱我吧
或许你把你的爱都给了你的前女友
就算你说过我比她好
但是我还是没有得到你的爱,你的疼

最后一次正式离开你是这里吧!
飞机场
当你搭上飞机飞离开,同时也飞离我身边了
它是我们爱的终点。。。

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Last 2nd Holiday


Now was my last 2nd sem break...
it was my lifeless holiday?
i m feeling my heart was inanity...deep one...;(

2 days i din find him, and finally he said he very miss me, til he cried...
he steadfast and said: last time i already told you i will not get back to you until i confirm i really love you...
i answered: when the day you confirm you love me, i may not with you anymore
he said: sorry my wawah, im confuse now, very sad

kien sien, you may never know am also confusing right now...
i also don't know whether i still wan love you...
i lose confidence to love you anymore...
really...although i very pain to lose you, but now i am learning to grow up...
i cant imagine when the day you say- you love me(perhaps it may impossible)
but i really don't know what to answer you anymore...
i only dare to imagine that you say you don't love me...
perhaps, i was learning now, and try to not get deep hurt from you anymore...
i hope i can be more chicly...i think i can do it...
but in other way round, i also i can be weak, because its too tired to be strong...
i really hope snuggle up to your huge...if can...

kien sien, in this moment, i still is your wawah...
when i will not?
i miss you in max...
now i learned, if you really cant give me love, cant give me what i wan, then we better be friend?
maybe it was a good way to both of us.....


Thursday, August 11, 2011

I Lose


It's a late night and when i should fighting with my text book
now, i cant. every moment i was thinking of him.
the time spending on him is much than i'm looking my book...

today i talked to James, and i just realized that,
actually he really not really love me
maybe just he need a person when the time we started
just recalled back memories with our bad moment
he treat me really not as that good in fact
and me, how silly am still love him
Love is blind, we cant really sense anything when we are playing the role of love
no doubt, he is a good guy for himself, personally, but perhaps, not me

the time of waiting him, the time of discover more of him
my mind was asking me, will the next person better than?
when a person touched 'Love' you would like to find another love to instead your hurt
as me right now, i touched love...
i lose him, so i expect to get love from another guy
no for any reason, just to quench on dry of love...

but still, i love him...chong kien sien


Tuesday, August 9, 2011

It Was Ended


It has been 1 week broken up our relationship...
It never be 1 year yet how silly i thought we can be together more than 1 year..

even till now i still don't know what is the real reason we wanna breakup...
it's really make me cried till tired at all..
at first i feel strange between us, but i really cant without you
i do not want to breakup with you and try to retrieve back our relationship
unfortunately i fail to did and refuse from you...
how can you still love me but you chosen to abandoned our love...
sometime your reason is i too love you,
sometime your reason is you not so love me...
i really don't understand the main reason to make us breakup...
and i even don't understand how can you not begrudge our love...
if you love me why you want to leave me?!
my tear cant even help me to beg you stay with me...

Now, i was better than few days ago...
i would like to become optimistic after all...
i become strong and stronger...
It's me, wawah in everyone heart...
i hope i will still waiting you until you come back...
but hope that you will be the same,
achieve you promise..
Chong Kien Sien, I love you and i willing to wait you..

Monday, November 1, 2010

NOVEMBER

It was a new month today!
last 2 month of 2010*

i like November!
but it was announcing that i'm going bankrupt..
haha~because most of my friends born in this month!!
haha~some very close friends also born in this month..cant skip anyway..:p
the most i like is my birthday on 24th November o..
hehe..very happy day for me..
i like my birthday cause i can gather my best lovely friends..
and my family too~

while..this year i am stepping 21s..
Opps..people always say old..
however, in my mind, i disagreed it!
21s is going between youthful and mature year..
i like mature but i still keep youth in anyway..
haha~!! >o<

arsshhh...this year maybe different with previous year?
hehe..because i have my love one beside me..
don't know what he will give..but i really hope he beside me..:p
hmm..thought to have any party before..but now..
have no idea on it..:[

k la..lazy to update di..going sign out now..hehe!!^^

Sunday, October 31, 2010

I MISS HIM IN MAX


i do say that i really miss him maximum!
he in Indonesia now..
worrying him..less contact..
but i'll be independent..
stay here wont be naughty..
:) :)) :)))
miss you max!!

Friday, October 15, 2010

say hallo again!

sigh..this blog was abandoned by me quite a long time..
i should apology to my lovely blog..
so useless and irresponsibility wawah..:p
but my life seem as working life although im living in college life right now..
1st sem became my past tense..and 2nd sem is progressing now..
everything alright..nothing much special to record..

**********************************************

well..there were 2 trips i went through during last 2weeks..
one trip visited Pangkor again with wen,mimi,howie and sheng min...
going through to bit by bit of the trip..
it was a fresh trip and feeling traveling with them..
but i felt bored to going pongkor di..
haha~why?cause it was a small island..
we can visit it within as longer as 4hours..
thought that i was living there at least 3 months time..XD
but it was so badly and dumbbiii in this trip..
cause i injured 2 times..one cos playing card game get hurt by howie..
another one hurt by leech..so dumb..:(


another trip is last week..
Cameron Highland..
with my buddies gang..
me,meikee,josh,jason,fuxin,shaangyih,kiawai,oh gor and his gf and kah yan..
honestly..de food is bad in this trip..
but its ok cos de best moment is to enjoying the time spent with them..
strawberry..yummy...corn...cherry tomatoes..yummy..
we celebrated meikee's birthday too..:D

hmm..shall stop here..cos i was starting lazy..:p
o ya..it became private blog..:)
i can write anything as i like..:p

Thursday, August 19, 2010

★ = ♥


A S.W.E.E.T memory with him..^^
i say: here so bad..got no any star on the sky(pointing sky)
the moon appear a while then hide by wind again..:(
he says: here got no 'star'..but here got 'heart'(pointing his heart and mine)..
:) :D :D *wink*wink* hehe~

arshh..touched by him! :P
now..u are able to displace the one who drawn star on my hand..
although i wont forget him..cos he is who take care me in pangkor..
but dun worry..he wont displace u in my heart! :P
now..i try to not c star but c ur heart..
:P :) :) :D

Friday, August 13, 2010

MISTRESS


I dislike people as a mistress and then still say people is mistress with unashamed!!
i extremely oppose to be mistress or interpose to people love life!!
who knew me well also knew this right?!
so, when as my respected with lovely friends face it..
i would recommend NO! Don't! Try NOT! and i did it always!


actually i purposely posted it, is to vent out my dislike(with angry) in this morning!
the one who is mistress and make his 'bf' betrayed - shout very louder with no manner in this morning and say "someone (my friend) '包二奶'!!" X3times
and the 二奶 is pointing me!!

my reaction is staring her!!
and my heart was telling me that i dislike!
please la MISTRESS!!
YOU!! interpose people love life, the man betrayed his gf..
and then said he is your Mr right and would like to married with him!
when i heard this i felt vomit and disgusting!
you are absolutely 第三者!

before i am going end up this post..
i would wanna say..
why don't you behave yourself only pointing people!!
And i never ever do it as you!!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

♥ A STORY WAS STARTING ♥


♥ A story was starting ♥



A memorable story was happening..
2 protagonists were not sure how the story could happened..
how the story in future..
how long the journey of this story..
Anyway* anything*

♥hope the story is attracting people, awesome and romantic ever..♥

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

♥ ENJOYING TO READING THIS ARTICLE ♥

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she’s scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don’t let her have the last word.

#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she’s important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

*it is truly from girls*
+sincerely posted for guys to take notes+

~josh..you must read it!! :p~

AHT1-H3 2010

AHT1-H3 2010

huh~ in fact, im feeling nerveless to living in H3 now..
if you ask me how you think about H3?
*shaking my head seriously*
it was a long story to describing this class..

this was a class with combining of H10,11,12,and 13 in Diploma..
H10-only 5 people..
however, it seems only 3 of us (wen,wawah and gm) hanging on together..
2 others? i would not want to comment anything..
as what your eyes are seeing then you know about it..

1,2,3,4...
lets counting how many group people in a class..
hmm..H12 one group..
H13 group always hanging on together..
H11 divided to 2 groups..H10 always divided to 2 groups..
hmm..so 5 or 6 groups in total in a class..:S

huh~how come? me and pwen really dislike the class like this..
it looks like everyone cant join together..:(
im feeling sad and mood-less to surviving in this class in certain time..
i wanna to know why we all cant join together and just only one group in class?
this class seems more pity than other 2 classes much!!
how even worse now im seeing is my classmates are joining to other class..
although i would not want divide between 3 classes..but..
*speechless*taciturnity*crestfallen*
so sad to knew the fact now!

we are planning to have dinner together in week 13..
sigh..now is week 13..but all seems like forgot this date..:(
nobody care about this..:( only few of us silly expecting it.. :S
arrssshhh!! :( :( :(
why we suggested have a dinner gathering?
because we hope we can improve and get know each others
(although we actually understand each others)
see my classmates now..
huh~ even we had dinner in this coming Thursday also wont have any big changes or different right? :'(

*shaking my head with thinking how to solve it*
any ideas?
haiz..wawah upset..

*end!*

♥ MY LOVELY BUDDIES ♥

♥ My lovely buddies again ♥
** Ann * Josh * Jason **
how long we didn't hang out with only 4 of us?
hehe~ (although that day included Stella)

when we are still in secondary school..
almost everyday also met each others..
same class same tuition same activities..
XD actually felt boring to each others everyday..
haha!!

however for now, we not met everyday..
and our friendship are changing..
sometime we too understand our habit already..
hehe..but i believe that our friendship will not be changed worse..
it only will be changed to more appreciate each others than before..
and i glad to have you guys be my best and forever friends!!
without you all..without wawah..:P :)


♥I Really LOVE Ann, Josh and Js
♥

♥Monday
♥
4 of us + Stella
we went to Sg.wang Green Box..
*wink*wink*wink*
1st time go k with Stella since we date long time ago..
finally we made it on Monday..:)

Ktime off..then we heading to Shopping time..
but actually we didn't shop much due we have to rush back to met my cousin..
date with them cause my cousin want pass invitation card for 3 of them..
wedding invitation!!
we went to "heaven cafe" take our dinner with gathering with my cousin..
discussing and chatting plans for wedding..
hope we could make it smoothly and wonderfully..
:) :) :)
thats all for that day..
Love my buddies so much!!
♥

♥My lovely dude-Joe..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! sorry for cant joined the celebration..but as what i mention..my heart is there to wishing you all the best and BEST!! you are the best..and hope you and Daphne will sweet sweet forever!! glad to know you this brother!! my lovely buddy.. love ya!! :) ♥