Friday, April 6, 2012
YOU NEVER KNOW
i really hope i could get somebody to talk to
i am not a quiet person, you know
i am sharing is caring person, you know
but i know everyone was tiring am facing the foolish love
i know everyone hope i can stop it and walk away
i tried hardly yet i cried hardly
I know everyone was boredom with mine problem
That's why i am standing alone crying alone and not letting anyone knows
i am not going to annoying my beloved friends
i just absorb all the loneliness and painfulness by myself
you just can see i smile all the time
especially once i changed my uniform
once any beloved beside me
smile is truly from my heart, is not forcing myself
cause it is a sense and automatically
cause i wish i could present i am fine and forget about pain
cause i wish everyone not to worry me
i dun wan anyone feel annoying by me
i dun wan anyone see my foolish and dire face
i am trying my best to smile everyday
present that i have an Excellent Day
However you never know
Even now, a thousand of times
i wish i could go to beach
stand in front there and shout loudly by using all my energy
i wish i could cry in front of the beach loudly under the sunset
I know i am foolish idiot stupid or whatever
No way to do to solve from this
I really wish i could get someone to spread all my real feeling
i wish i could get someone ask me to cry loudly
i wish i could get someone hug me tightly when i am crying loudly
i wish i could get someone to say: no afraid, everything will be fine baby
the lucky and sunny days are always there waiting to you
Let me know, i am not alone to fight with the fears, loneliness, bullies
i wish i could get someone say softly to me:
lets give me your hand, i will hold tightly
no abandon you,not to let you alone and feeling fears
lets get another new journey with me...
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
Life is not about finding the right person, but creating the right relationship, it's not how we care in the beginning, but how much we care till the very end.
Search for a beautiful heart, but don't search for a beautiful face. Coz beautiful things are not always good, but good things are always beautiful.
It’s not important to hold all the good cards in life. But it’s important how well you play with the cards you hold.
Heavy rains remind us of challenges in life. Never ask for a lighter rain. Just pray for a better umbrella. - That is attitude. When flood comes, fish eat ants and when flood recedes, ants eat fish. - Only time matters. Just hold on, God gives opportunity to everyone!
Some people always throw stones in your path. It depends on what you make with them. A Wall or a Bridge? - Remember you are the architect of your life.
Often when we lose all hope & think this is the end, God smiles from above and says, 'relax dear it’s just a bend, not the end.' - Have faith and have a successful life.
One of the basic differences between God and humans is, God gives, gives and forgives. But the human gets, gets, gets and forgets.
Be thankful in life....
-Copied from somewhere else-
Monday, April 2, 2012
VIBRANT MY LIFE
Lets sharing here right now ;)
Vibrant my life is becoming apart of my life now
since 13 Feb 2012,
i started the vibrant journey by joined to Traders Hotel Kuala Lumpur
this is the FIRST permanent job i'm having now in my entire life
i glad to share this is a bright hotel i'd joined
even though i am new here
but i can sense it is a hotel considered best
it is fun vibrant youthful challenges etc
I was now in Traders Club Lounge
i met lounge's manager - Darrel
lounge's SL - Jon (my buddy) & Kenneth
lounge'SA - Benny Rufus Danish Dickson Dian Ting Aidee Elizabeth CK
trainees - Kanae(cute japanese girl) Pricilla Janu
we're now in a team :D
This is a weird team? Funny team? youthful team?
it's hard to judge by words still
as time goes pass
it could be an answer to judge for this team
In the reality
we cant escape with politic yet we can take it as challenge
like me... i only like to working with some of them
frankly speaking i hate to working with those who skip their task
lazier snake and irresponsible
i am new, you could bully me or asked me to do anything
i cleared i am blur noob lack of experience and even common sense
but at least i'm trying my best
i wan to work hard step by step
i believe i can proof to you all
i can do it better than you do
because i am fresh now i accept for everything
but it turns as ginger a day will be
senior is just an appellation that's all
prove you're expert please
this is just for someone i don't like to same shift to work with
i am not plan to work for more than 2 years
i do not want to play politic as from my viewpoint
We Are Not At All
I don't think we are in politic
as we all quite tolerance
just we've same enemy in our heart
because not everyone can join together with same interested and favorable
To be friendship between colleagues when off shift
but to be smart on shift
i know sometime quarrel between us is common
but is depends on what you're facing and deal with
Challenges are always there
How to encounter is your decision to...