SHALL I?

what i am frustrating now is whether i go further study or work?

my great decision was influencing my future~

Is time to work and earn money right now?
or go 1 more year study only out for work?
it's really hard for me to make decision!

i Love college life,
i Love study,
i Love book.
But, it doesn't mean anything right?
huh~i H.A.T.E myself!!
why i always cant make a good decision by myself?
kept asking opinions from people.
O.O
Apa Saya Nak?

i thought i already make a good decision last time,
but now vacillate by my friends!
=.="' H.A.T.E!!

then called to my aunt and have above half hour chat,
i haven say anything then she already ask me study.
she said nowadays everywhere also can get diploma student,
if can then study more.
huh~keep repeating same topic!
she asked me don't think about degree cert in LiverPool 1st,
go for advance diploma, at least better than diploma..
she hope can heard my good news > continue study..
she asked me let her know my decision. =.="' lolx..
Anyway, muz thx her encourage and analyze with me.

NOW, what i wan? i afraid going alone!!it says honestly!
=P really afraid exam, and going study alone.
BUT, i damn like EVENT!! its quite challenge and funs!!

GOD, what i can do with it?
work? study? work? study?
if work then i will choose try work at wisma genting.
sounds good of this company..
can get a lot knowledge because the training is providing~

huh~no matter what, i also cant get a conclusion!!
USELESS wawahfish!!
='(

TOUCHED BY MY GIRLFRIENDS

Suppose update this early, but now only feeling free to post~

my life is full of love from my girlfriends..
Ann, Munyi, Pei Wen, Mimi, Puimun, Cheali and Meikee as well

this is from mimi's blog - ❤ Love is Unpredictable ❤
Mimi wrote this is specially distributed for me =)
all memories about me, wen with her in our 2 years of college life
yes, i still remember when i read it,
my heart was touching and that quite memorable between us~
that will never change our F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P
even now we still contact each other =)
and might want looking same company together

YES, u are right!
*FOREVER FISH, PENGUIN & CAT LOVE EACH OTHER*
=) (^ @ ^) =)

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this is from munyi's blog - Babe World
almost 2 years din update her blog =P
but her last post is distributed for me also~ =)

November 24, 2008
=D my Birthday!! this is specially for me o~
hehe~ damn Happy when my name on my girlfriends' blog
Proven they never forget me..=P
haha~LOVE ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS MUCH!
MUACKsss~

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this captured from ann's blog - Beyond To Me
its also talking about me~
my Birthday celebration last year~
=)

All those specially for me de..
=) i G.L.A.D to know all my Girlfriends much~
because of them i feel i am happiness in friendship =D
i believe that**
OUR F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P WILL KEEP IT FOREVER UNTIL THE WORLD END!!
MUACKSSSsss

END MY WORK IN SHOJIKIYA

Finally yesterday end it!
10days is suffering and tiring that i long time never feel like this!

Choya and Collagen~please go away!
cause i damn bored keep introduced people that..
repeat + repeating + repeated
damn crazy already~=P

it is a small fair in The Gardens LG Floor,
Just only 4 staff + leader + in charge person
during this fair, i knew Bou, Halle and May
=) =) =)

just don't know why i felt tired and bored on this job~
perhaps i already worked there around 1 and half year..
and the working hours are damn long!
wake up, working, back home~
every same routine made me hate my life..
because it is such life without coloring!
well, my permanent job would not over 8 hours a day!
if sometime overtime maybe acceptable but NOT EVERYDAY!
(O_*) =P


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However, i very happy he is beside me in my this suffering working days~
10 days, he always by my side gave me happy and relax..
non-stop messaging in every morning until night~
sometime encourage me, sometime bully me..
countdown -ing my working days..sometime very touched~
he is very good but i knew myself not like him enough,
shall i respond anything for him?
there is no an answer anyone can suggest for me~

when a day i decide go back there,
maybe it is meaning i am preparing together with him!
but is he still waiting me? No confidence~

but now, i know i feel strongly to STOP WAITING!!
i really felt bored with it!
even he has message me when i am tiring in work,
but it not everyday as the guy accompany me everyday~
i knew i love this guy more than the person waiting me..
but WAITING is extremely tired n bored!
sometime i really don't know how to well communicate with him..
we are not as like last time so happy and care..
COOL is between us~
LOVE is trying to STOP!