Predestine

yesterday i was awaken by heart pain
he gonna leave Liverpool and never heard that he receive my parcel
don't know why i heart pain
is he received but don't want respond or it predestine that he will not receive it

then, i decided to ask him through Facebook
he really haven receive it
then he went to office to check about it

Finally he get it!!
he touched about it...
he called me bi again...he say love me...
but i feel scare about it, i knew he may change his mind
i would not want to respond too much to him
he said don't know want to hurt me second time or not
but he never try then already think will hurt me second time?
i know he scare, he dun wan hurt me anymore

and me, also scare to get hurt from him again
also dun know what should i respond to him
the relationship is still the same
we did not admit and promise anything

Somehow, now i was thinking back everything
is it predestine me heart pain yesterday?
is it predestine he will receive the parcel
then what was the predestine that i with him at the end...?