I Lose

It's a late night and when i should fighting with my text book
now, i cant. every moment i was thinking of him.
the time spending on him is much than i'm looking my book...

today i talked to James, and i just realized that,
actually he really not really love me
maybe just he need a person when the time we started
just recalled back memories with our bad moment
he treat me really not as that good in fact
and me, how silly am still love him
Love is blind, we cant really sense anything when we are playing the role of love
no doubt, he is a good guy for himself, personally, but perhaps, not me

the time of waiting him, the time of discover more of him
my mind was asking me, will the next person better than?
when a person touched 'Love' you would like to find another love to instead your hurt
as me right now, i touched love...
i lose him, so i expect to get love from another guy
no for any reason, just to quench on dry of love...

but still, i love him...chong kien sien