wawah is listening this song...
she is keep replaying this song..
she is thinking n understanding this song...
she is feeling the lyric of this song..
this song is the most suit her right now..
lyric:

为什么爱会 下起雨来
为什么我们 越走越散
为什么笑有 点不自然
为什么 我的爱 有点不安

眼泪排山倒海
再抵挡不了伤害
我们的爱结束在这个夜晚

春夏冬暖 多需要有你的陪伴
此刻我一个人习惯 孤单

爱最痛的呼喊
是不能够再重来
多年后我却牢牢记在脑海

幸福再来 我依然会充满期待
找回爱最初的幸福港湾

眼泪排山倒海
再抵挡不了伤害
我们的 爱结束在这个夜晚

快乐太难 太心酸 我才发现了孤单
原来 爱情真那么难
原来 爱情那么难

BIG BIG DAY ** CONVOCATION

1stly i am going to announce THANK YOU to my parents!
all of them have been supported me so much!
without them, without me!
千言万语 ，但最重要的还是谢谢！

*convocation*
a big big day and experience to wear gown, stepped to stage..
is a classical day to save in memory!
24/7/2010

after came out from hall, im going to meet my dady and sister..
hehe~ get a bouquet of flower from them..
and my jiefu..give me a bear bear..
thx so muzzzzz! =D

thx ann's parents help me take picture too..
hehe~ love ann so much!!
nobody can instead u!! XD
then take some photo with mimi, wen, howie and darren..
love them much too!! thx mimi's mum gave a small ferreror..
=) like it!!

Thank you to heng zai, ng poh song, josh tham, joe tan and daphanne!!
they came to our convo and gave me and ann a bouquet of fererror rocher each!!
wuhoo~ like it!!
i really really appreciate have u guys being my buddies!!
only u, only urs treat me very very good!!
hehe~ =)

and thank you josh helped us captured a lot of photos..
ur skill were improving!!
jiayou brother!! =)
that Jason ffk!! herng!! must makan hou liao!! XD

after that, went out with buddies..
have sushi in sushi zen at The Gardens
then we went to Tropicana City watch movie..
**Sorcerer's Apprentice**
a nice movie..
at nite with going midnight..
we went to i-city to took a lot of photos..
a part of our memory!
=) really really a nice city..
if u go with bf or gf, it would more awesome!!
=) =D =)

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my thought:
2years really gone fast, we end our diploma life in tarc!!
but im still progressing my advance diploma life..
the life in diploma is much happy compare than now!!
a lot of happiness life and laughing, memories we had together!
but all of this didn't come back anymore and more!!
well..convo should be happy rite?
but actually i not so~
huh~ i tired for everything right now!
im facing what problem just can solve it by myself silently..
this week really really bad to me..
no matter my body, schoolwork, or some even love..
present no good, body not feeling well, love going lose..
somehow i extremely feel like wanna back to Pangkor..
there is my safe habour..i can relax and enjoy at there..
get happy with all of them!! im missing them extremely!
why everytime when i down, sad, unhappy, got problem always wanna go to Pangkor?!
i really hope i can go to vacation alone now!!
throw away assignments, presentation and those frustration things!
but i very clear that i cant!
well..no journey, then now just a way for me to solve is cry..
crying just can make me vent out all of that!
sorry..that just a kidding..never wan to argue with u..
sorry..

♥♥ WHAT IS GOING TO ♥♥

♥♥ what will it going to between us ♥♥
this topic is talking about l.o.v.e~
i never talk about my love in this public blog
because i no love? lolx..
up to what u would like to think..
L.O.V.E
is a combining of 4 alphabets XD
it looks very easy spelling and easy going,
but its a heavy job come over to us

L.O.V.E ♥♥
is not a simple word!
Love come with promise..
promise come with life..
lolx..i dun know what am writing...haha=P

well~ what is coming to me and going to our future?
he said got feeling then..(i nvr imagine the day came over to me)
but we never and haven start..
our feeling is still progressing and not reaches to l.o.v.e
love is heavy until we dun wanna to give any promises to each other..
just maintaining this ambiguous relationship~
i dun wanna ask and touch the topic..this is my style..

somehow i feel extremely out with sense of secure
why why why?
the stupid nightmare!! i hate u!!
please don't make it come over to my life!!
might be i dun think what u said r truly..
might be i not trust u enough..
might be we still have long way to going..
but human is very greedy..
i satisfied what we possess now..♥♥♥
but how long n far it will longer to satisfied me?
i am confusing and not sure~

we dun go for deeply is fine,
but sometime i hope he show more gently to me..
i know he sayang me but he not always like to tell me..
he din tell me then how i interpretation his action?!
just feel it? how if i think too much?misunderstanding it?
lolx.. confusing ♥♥♥♥♥

come on guy! if u tell me clearly then i will not think in negative way!
please show me ur romantic (i know u don't have romantic cells!!)
please learn it! XO
♥♥♥
sometime i would like to think to give u romantic,
but...hesitating to take action..hehe!
no worries, your bufday..hehe~ if we still can going to tat far..
den my romantic cells will going for u to make u touch..♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥
hehe XD =) =D

end up of this topic..
♥♥♥ everything is invariability ♥♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABE ANN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

yesterday we celebrated ann's birthday(sorry for late a day ya!!)
The Ship at Petaling Jaya have dinner together!
Ladies : Ann * Munyi * Puimun * Mickey * Me * Cheali * Daphne
Gentlemen : Pohsong * Joe* Shihan * Kokweng * Josh * Jason

after our dinner, then its time to shooting photos~
so funny is many of us also bring camera,
so when we requested staff help us take full attendance photo,
his hand is holding around 5 cameras...lolx~
then we kept take ugly and nice photos! =)
its quite enjoying to be with all of them!
especially all my girlfriends!!

shifting to 2nd round~
after discussion then we shifted to puimun's dad 's pub in Bangsar
quite silent in the pub yesterday...
after sit awhile den we shifted to Starbuck Coffee to have Ann's birthday cake
cause Josh and Jason only joined us in 2nd round
its quite simple and a lil boring
(sorry babe ann)
after finished our cake then we decide go back home
=[ =[ =[ ]= ]= ]=

heading to 3rd round:
me, Ann, Josh and Jason in a car on the way we're going back home
received meikee's msg said didn't drink..
lolx~4 of our reaction are let's jom to drink la!!
haha! i feel we are same type..always say ON without any plan before
then we went to "Germany Beer" at Manjalara to drink
Ann * Meikee * Me * Jason * Josh
5 of us order cocktail and beer~
wihhwirr~ 1st tried haegarden beer!!me and Jason ordered this drink~
Ann ordered sex on the beach * meikee - Margarita * Josh - Bloody Mary
i appreciate the time we relax and enjoy
=) =) =)
around coming 3am only we went back home..
the celebration day was end!

Last but not least
Ann, Happy birthday!!

OUTBAC - BROGA HILL

wow~
we are just coming back from the course trip
** OUTBAC - Broga Hill **
** 2 days 1 night trip **

OUTBAC = Outdoor * Team Building * Adventure Camp
How fun it was?
90% fun and challenges!
if included BBQ it would be perfect!! =)

totally have 5 stations we went to
those activities available in OUTBAC :
Low Ropes Course, High wall and Leapard'd Crawl,
Obstacle Course, Spider's web, Nitro Crossing,
whale watch, crocodile pit, giant's finger,
flying fox, rock climbing, leap of faith,
kayak and mountain bike...

almost all activities we played in this 2 days
2nd morning, we assembly at 5.30am to climb the broga hill
we decide to climb to last pick (totally 4 picks),
but we didn't eventually. =P
because after climbed to 1st pick just realized that it a lil tough
but after discussion we still support our 1st decision to climb,
but they are not recommend us climb to last pick due to drizzling
when we walk down from the mountain, its freaking tough job for me!
because i got no more energy and i scare about the predict!
and the last game damn fun!!
although whole body wet but its really fun and achievability
although we are not same group with our previous team we also can cooperate!

my thought:
i never regret i went to this trip!
it was freaking fun!
the most i like is the flying fox game!
and i very happy to be with my team members!
i don't know how people think our team, but in this 2 days,
we same team and done the jobs together especially the spider's web!
(just realized that, we did very very well and all male in our team r MAN!!)
we encourage each other,we help each other!!
and thank you to you guy who ever help me =)
and thank you hold me to went down from Broga Hill =)
we achieved Team Effective!! =)
i also want to thanx someone asked me bkful and jiayou~
(if you read my blog den u will know im talking to you, but i don't think u have read. =P)
**wink wink**
thanx everybody!!

What is our Vision?
** W .I N **
What is our Mission?
** W.I.N **
What is our Goal?
** W.I.N W.I.N W.I.N **
=) =)=)
although we are not the champion, but we did well!
and we get 2 area reward!
'i wan nobody no body but you' =P
kaka~ reward is not the aim
the aim is TEAM BUILDING with EFFECTIVENESS!
** clap - plaplapla** clap- plaplapla **