GET LOSE

what the main reason i wan to write here? even myself also dun know.
just feeling like wanna update my blog due that something inside my heart..
feeling down right now...myself dun even know what's up..
howwwwwwwwwww??

i feel strange of myself? or i scare to facing myself? isssshhhh!!
1st, i got no direction either wan continue study or work..
that is a decision to influence my future..i ever talked this topic with my friends..
however still cant get conclusion..

well, im looking hospitality industry under YTL Company, only realized PLR seem like the best..
7 restaurants in a resort..many types of rooms..
wanna go bk there to get a job?.... NO,but i hope so!many people r over there..i dun wanna go back there..and gossip is the most make people scary in that island..but i very happy at there..a sweet memories and happiness are there..if i go back there, i believe all my friends there are welcoming me..like Heng also asked me go back..
the stupid gossip is the most reason block me wanna go back there~
well,Tanjung Jara is not bad geh..huh!dun noe ahhh..
i know i would not like to stay in KL since i experience to overstate.
honestly, i feel like wanna away from KL..
nvm, time to ask my best fren in PLR!later~

2nd..i really never understand him..its mine problem or him?
actually i know we impossible and we are not suitable..
but why we still wan continue to contact each other?
yes, i did wait anything happen after i came back from Pangkor..
however everything now is not what i expected!
since when u ald influence my mood?
what u wan what u dun wan i really confused!
what...dun noe how to continue ald..update again next time la..