♥ MY LOVELY BUDDIES ♥

♥ My lovely buddies again ♥

** Ann * Josh * Jason **
how long we didn't hang out with only 4 of us?
hehe~ (although that day included Stella)

when we are still in secondary school..
almost everyday also met each others..
same class same tuition same activities..
XD actually felt boring to each others everyday..
haha!!

however for now, we not met everyday..
and our friendship are changing..
sometime we too understand our habit already..
hehe..but i believe that our friendship will not be changed worse..
it only will be changed to more appreciate each others than before..
and i glad to have you guys be my best and forever friends!!
without you all..without wawah..:P :)

♥I Really LOVE Ann, Josh and Js♥

♥Monday♥
4 of us + Stella
we went to Sg.wang Green Box..
*wink*wink*wink*
1st time go k with Stella since we date long time ago..
finally we made it on Monday..:)

Ktime off..then we heading to Shopping time..
but actually we didn't shop much due we have to rush back to met my cousin..
date with them cause my cousin want pass invitation card for 3 of them..
wedding invitation!!
we went to "heaven cafe" take our dinner with gathering with my cousin..
discussing and chatting plans for wedding..
hope we could make it smoothly and wonderfully..
:) :) :)
thats all for that day..
Love my buddies so much!!♥

♥My lovely dude-Joe..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! sorry for cant joined the celebration..but as what i mention..my heart is there to wishing you all the best and BEST!! you are the best..and hope you and Daphne will sweet sweet forever!! glad to know you this brother!! my lovely buddy.. love ya!! :) ♥

♥CONTINUOUSLY ♥

♥feeling sweet again♥
when i heard he said accompany me go up to home after we hang out,
the reason is i scare the freaking weird thing happened from my housemate..
(my housemate met 'dirty' thing in the lift,after i heard my housemate said,
i feel extremely scare and it not only one weird thing happened here..)
however, after few days, i was throwing away and did not think much..
therefore i had forgotten it already..

so when he answered me cause i scare,
*silent again* i feel touched at that moment..
feel like want hug him and say thank you so much!!
♥his gently..i get it..♥
♥the time we spent together..♥
i get knew him much than before..
♥really wanna say thank you to him!!♥

♥ 3As - Amuse-Amaze-Ablast ♥

my senior's event..
3As> Amuse-Amaze-Ablast
Zest the charity spirit ♥
it was held on Wed and Thurs this week
the event set at our college field..
it was closing by yesterday!

i think all seniors were tiring and need to relaxing now..
although it seems some negative and positive in this event,
although the weather was unexpected yesterday..
it was ending and finished eventually..
Hope they all can take a breath..

♥ mine part ♥

wawah, peiwen and huiwen were take care a booth with seniors..
weiyang and Leo..
the booth is presenting 3 games..
actually it fun but due to our booth was setting too behind..
so..the sale was very low because most of people also din pass by there..
but it more worse than 1st day if compare to 2nd day..
we moved to same booth with one of their F&B stall in 2nd day..
they are selling sauted rice cake, takoyaki and perfectice..
same booth with them make me wont feel boring yet fun..:)
the sale of F&B much better than 1st day due the location..
started from beginning until the end also non-stop selling..
**clap**clap** you guys have done a job!!
Congratz them! :) :)
feel happy and nice to know them! :) hehe~♥

Amuse-Amaze-Ablast!!
great job!! :) :D
L.O.V.E ♥

♥RESPITE ♥ AGAIN ♥

Finally! all stress was gone right now..
but it just respite and it will come back very soon (after 2 weeks)
i should be responsible on it without complaint cause this is my decision..
so i have to try my best to do it well..=)
well, what i should do now is enjoying..
feel excited right now actually,
cause all the assignments & presentations cease!
yuhooo~ happy!! clap**clap**


but, exam is coming soon! :(
i told myself do not put it on my mind,
i need to allow myself relax at least a week
cause last 2 weeks really felt like going crazy!
* S.T.R.E.S.S*
i hate you! :S


wahaha..sigh..now am free to blogging..
hehe =D *smirk*
♥ freedom now ♥
if a beach in front of me now,
affirm i will dance will shout like crazy! XD


as what u are feeling and seeing now..
i 'painted' my house and change some small design..
but overall almost remain same.. :)
~sky blue~ feeling warm rite? hehe :)
say good bye to purple house since i used it above 6 months..
haha~ although i like purple but bored with it few weeks ago..
now it change to ~sky blue~ :)
try to adapting this color in my house..
:P used to the previous one..haha~

sigh..i free to blogging..
no worries..no doubt..
my house will not be abandoned by me..
cause i love here so muzzzZ
i will try to update constantly..
XD :) enjoying..exciting..
hope everyday is different for me..
**growing**
♥wink**wink**wink♥



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*Again*
i admit that i really out sense of secure,
so i would think too much and stand in negative..
but since that day i was growing and understanding that,
i realized that everything actually is not so difficult for me..
i can do it and i did..

but, what i think in negative is just am thinking too much!
so, i like what we have now..
and i have learned to be patient..:)
recently feel sweet from him..
although it really just a little thing n nothing he did..:P
but feel thankful he is always beside me..
how it was the feeling i just escape it cause even myself also don't know..

in fact, he really not my cup of tea..:P
my cup of tea(dream man)should have big eyes, handsome,(:P), man, brave, able to lead me, romantic, and etc..
whereas he is not..:P
he really different from that, even myself also don't know why is he..
hehe..*smirk* :P
so this time, i just let it as fate..never want to think too much of our future..
what we have now..just let it be..
yes, last time i always think too much with others..
but he is different..i dun wanna think about our future..
sometime i tell and force myself..NO..yes, i did.. :)


yesterday..Opps! i never thought that he will read my blog..
since he said lose it..
what out of my expecting is he had read it yesterday..
*silently* once he told me he suddenly remember my blog name,
Oh my! cant..please..i really dun wan he read what i had wrote here..(it was in my mind)
But, its too late cause i shut ed down my laptop..and he is reading it..:( :S
i cant evade what i had wrote..
but i could not want him change for me or do something for me because he had read here..
it will lose meaning..so..everything just let it be..

hmm..try to stop here..cause..erm..
okk.. o ya..*give up*
pain because of him..because i wanna learn guitar for him..
but just a song..but i really have to give up..
1st tried, only used half an hour my finger already pain..
although i should not easy to give up for everything..
but, i really lack of time to learn and my sifu-Guan Ming also have his love story to continue..
sorry..i useless..:(

*end*
another blogging will coming soon..

wawah is listening this song...
she is keep replaying this song..
she is thinking n understanding this song...
she is feeling the lyric of this song..
this song is the most suit her right now..
lyric:

为什么爱会 下起雨来
为什么我们 越走越散
为什么笑有 点不自然
为什么 我的爱 有点不安

眼泪排山倒海
再抵挡不了伤害
我们的爱结束在这个夜晚

春夏冬暖 多需要有你的陪伴
此刻我一个人习惯 孤单

爱最痛的呼喊
是不能够再重来
多年后我却牢牢记在脑海

幸福再来 我依然会充满期待
找回爱最初的幸福港湾

眼泪排山倒海
再抵挡不了伤害
我们的 爱结束在这个夜晚

快乐太难 太心酸 我才发现了孤单
原来 爱情真那么难
原来 爱情那么难

BIG BIG DAY ** CONVOCATION

1stly i am going to announce THANK YOU to my parents!
all of them have been supported me so much!
without them, without me!
千言万语 ，但最重要的还是谢谢！

*convocation*
a big big day and experience to wear gown, stepped to stage..
is a classical day to save in memory!
24/7/2010

after came out from hall, im going to meet my dady and sister..
hehe~ get a bouquet of flower from them..
and my jiefu..give me a bear bear..
thx so muzzzzz! =D

thx ann's parents help me take picture too..
hehe~ love ann so much!!
nobody can instead u!! XD
then take some photo with mimi, wen, howie and darren..
love them much too!! thx mimi's mum gave a small ferreror..
=) like it!!

Thank you to heng zai, ng poh song, josh tham, joe tan and daphanne!!
they came to our convo and gave me and ann a bouquet of fererror rocher each!!
wuhoo~ like it!!
i really really appreciate have u guys being my buddies!!
only u, only urs treat me very very good!!
hehe~ =)

and thank you josh helped us captured a lot of photos..
ur skill were improving!!
jiayou brother!! =)
that Jason ffk!! herng!! must makan hou liao!! XD

after that, went out with buddies..
have sushi in sushi zen at The Gardens
then we went to Tropicana City watch movie..
**Sorcerer's Apprentice**
a nice movie..
at nite with going midnight..
we went to i-city to took a lot of photos..
a part of our memory!
=) really really a nice city..
if u go with bf or gf, it would more awesome!!
=) =D =)

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my thought:
2years really gone fast, we end our diploma life in tarc!!
but im still progressing my advance diploma life..
the life in diploma is much happy compare than now!!
a lot of happiness life and laughing, memories we had together!
but all of this didn't come back anymore and more!!
well..convo should be happy rite?
but actually i not so~
huh~ i tired for everything right now!
im facing what problem just can solve it by myself silently..
this week really really bad to me..
no matter my body, schoolwork, or some even love..
present no good, body not feeling well, love going lose..
somehow i extremely feel like wanna back to Pangkor..
there is my safe habour..i can relax and enjoy at there..
get happy with all of them!! im missing them extremely!
why everytime when i down, sad, unhappy, got problem always wanna go to Pangkor?!
i really hope i can go to vacation alone now!!
throw away assignments, presentation and those frustration things!
but i very clear that i cant!
well..no journey, then now just a way for me to solve is cry..
crying just can make me vent out all of that!
sorry..that just a kidding..never wan to argue with u..
sorry..

♥♥ WHAT IS GOING TO ♥♥

♥♥ what will it going to between us ♥♥
this topic is talking about l.o.v.e~
i never talk about my love in this public blog
because i no love? lolx..
up to what u would like to think..
L.O.V.E
is a combining of 4 alphabets XD
it looks very easy spelling and easy going,
but its a heavy job come over to us

L.O.V.E ♥♥
is not a simple word!
Love come with promise..
promise come with life..
lolx..i dun know what am writing...haha=P

well~ what is coming to me and going to our future?
he said got feeling then..(i nvr imagine the day came over to me)
but we never and haven start..
our feeling is still progressing and not reaches to l.o.v.e
love is heavy until we dun wanna to give any promises to each other..
just maintaining this ambiguous relationship~
i dun wanna ask and touch the topic..this is my style..

somehow i feel extremely out with sense of secure
why why why?
the stupid nightmare!! i hate u!!
please don't make it come over to my life!!
might be i dun think what u said r truly..
might be i not trust u enough..
might be we still have long way to going..
but human is very greedy..
i satisfied what we possess now..♥♥♥
but how long n far it will longer to satisfied me?
i am confusing and not sure~

we dun go for deeply is fine,
but sometime i hope he show more gently to me..
i know he sayang me but he not always like to tell me..
he din tell me then how i interpretation his action?!
just feel it? how if i think too much?misunderstanding it?
lolx.. confusing ♥♥♥♥♥

come on guy! if u tell me clearly then i will not think in negative way!
please show me ur romantic (i know u don't have romantic cells!!)
please learn it! XO
♥♥♥
sometime i would like to think to give u romantic,
but...hesitating to take action..hehe!
no worries, your bufday..hehe~ if we still can going to tat far..
den my romantic cells will going for u to make u touch..♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥
hehe XD =) =D

end up of this topic..
♥♥♥ everything is invariability ♥♥♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABE ANN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

yesterday we celebrated ann's birthday(sorry for late a day ya!!)
The Ship at Petaling Jaya have dinner together!
Ladies : Ann * Munyi * Puimun * Mickey * Me * Cheali * Daphne
Gentlemen : Pohsong * Joe* Shihan * Kokweng * Josh * Jason

after our dinner, then its time to shooting photos~
so funny is many of us also bring camera,
so when we requested staff help us take full attendance photo,
his hand is holding around 5 cameras...lolx~
then we kept take ugly and nice photos! =)
its quite enjoying to be with all of them!
especially all my girlfriends!!

shifting to 2nd round~
after discussion then we shifted to puimun's dad 's pub in Bangsar
quite silent in the pub yesterday...
after sit awhile den we shifted to Starbuck Coffee to have Ann's birthday cake
cause Josh and Jason only joined us in 2nd round
its quite simple and a lil boring
(sorry babe ann)
after finished our cake then we decide go back home
=[ =[ =[ ]= ]= ]=

heading to 3rd round:
me, Ann, Josh and Jason in a car on the way we're going back home
received meikee's msg said didn't drink..
lolx~4 of our reaction are let's jom to drink la!!
haha! i feel we are same type..always say ON without any plan before
then we went to "Germany Beer" at Manjalara to drink
Ann * Meikee * Me * Jason * Josh
5 of us order cocktail and beer~
wihhwirr~ 1st tried haegarden beer!!me and Jason ordered this drink~
Ann ordered sex on the beach * meikee - Margarita * Josh - Bloody Mary
i appreciate the time we relax and enjoy
=) =) =)
around coming 3am only we went back home..
the celebration day was end!

Last but not least
Ann, Happy birthday!!

OUTBAC - BROGA HILL

wow~
we are just coming back from the course trip
** OUTBAC - Broga Hill **
** 2 days 1 night trip **

OUTBAC = Outdoor * Team Building * Adventure Camp
How fun it was?
90% fun and challenges!
if included BBQ it would be perfect!! =)

totally have 5 stations we went to
those activities available in OUTBAC :
Low Ropes Course, High wall and Leapard'd Crawl,
Obstacle Course, Spider's web, Nitro Crossing,
whale watch, crocodile pit, giant's finger,
flying fox, rock climbing, leap of faith,
kayak and mountain bike...

almost all activities we played in this 2 days
2nd morning, we assembly at 5.30am to climb the broga hill
we decide to climb to last pick (totally 4 picks),
but we didn't eventually. =P
because after climbed to 1st pick just realized that it a lil tough
but after discussion we still support our 1st decision to climb,
but they are not recommend us climb to last pick due to drizzling
when we walk down from the mountain, its freaking tough job for me!
because i got no more energy and i scare about the predict!
and the last game damn fun!!
although whole body wet but its really fun and achievability
although we are not same group with our previous team we also can cooperate!

my thought:
i never regret i went to this trip!
it was freaking fun!
the most i like is the flying fox game!
and i very happy to be with my team members!
i don't know how people think our team, but in this 2 days,
we same team and done the jobs together especially the spider's web!
(just realized that, we did very very well and all male in our team r MAN!!)
we encourage each other,we help each other!!
and thank you to you guy who ever help me =)
and thank you hold me to went down from Broga Hill =)
we achieved Team Effective!! =)
i also want to thanx someone asked me bkful and jiayou~
(if you read my blog den u will know im talking to you, but i don't think u have read. =P)
**wink wink**
thanx everybody!!

What is our Vision?
** W .I N **
What is our Mission?
** W.I.N **
What is our Goal?
** W.I.N W.I.N W.I.N **
=) =)=)
although we are not the champion, but we did well!
and we get 2 area reward!
'i wan nobody no body but you' =P
kaka~ reward is not the aim
the aim is TEAM BUILDING with EFFECTIVENESS!
** clap - plaplapla** clap- plaplapla **

IT WOULDN'T COME BACK ANYMORE

Full attendance!

the S.M.I.L.E.S are truly, never cheat anyone~

10 of us is another story started!

5 girls ever have same memories!

what you are thinking about right now?
pass 2 years we gone through together!

but how about now?
F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P is just a noun,
how it's work so long?
actually it just as weak as if we wanna stop it~
is like a glass, easy to break!

Apart from it, i do apologize in girls relationship,
its my fault but its truth i break for it.
i really cant stand for that.
anyway, its my apologize now.. silently~

2 years we went together and help each others,
it was like a train is working go at express speed everyday.
it never stop with any reason *nod nod*

S.I.G.H,
the F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P. was stop now!
it WOULD NOT come back anymore!
gathering will never full attendance,
laughing will not as loud as last time,
seats will not need much anymore,
it just only few person really look it as friendship!
diploma in college's friendship is time put full stop!!

**head shaking**

DATING 1, 2 ,3 XD

Dating Episode 1 ♥

Went to Look Out Point!!
hooyeah~ with lovely wen, mimi, howie and darren!
have fun!! no matter in the car on the way going or sitting there to have dinner..
one to ensure that, Howie never never think we celebrate his birthday!
21 years old birthday leh!! hope he get surprise and happy although it just a simple celebration and only few of us together. =)

weeiii, have a happy talked with them during that day!
mimi and howie stayed together with us in our wangsa sweet home.. XP
Nice girls and boys! damn happy with that!!
its really make me forgot unhappy staff!!
♥ love ♥

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Dating Episode 2 ♥

went to KLCC with babe Ann =)
quite long time din c her also..
babe treated me dinner at San Francisco Restaurant!
=) ^^ =)
thx babe! have a nice movie with u also!!
=)

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Dating Episode 3 ♥

Finally i met up my buddies!
yesterday went to Sri Rampai Chatz room cafe!
finally get drunk due the game!!
Ann, Mun, Meikee, and Josh!!
♥ love ya!!♥

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Extra Dating Last Episode ♥

1. went to watch my 1st Worldcup show with dickson, his friends, Ks, and Owen..
2. went to watch movie 'Karate Kid' with wen and Gm after class. (1st time went to wangsa walk)
3. met up mimi in KLCC have a small gathering last Sunday!!
4. played badminton with my housemate Joe, Owne, Lider, Dickson and wen (sheng min and another housemate joined in dinner) !!

♥ Love all ♥

I'M WEAK!

Eventually,
i also cant managed my feeling well,
i'm trying to control but the result is showing uncontrolled!
tear drops when i saw it in fb again.
tear drops when i'm alone again!
Y.E.S!! I'M W.E.A.K!

as mimi said, i really need to let myself drunk,
might it really can let me vent out for everything.
i told it out but still also cant solve the problem.
why must be like this?
why i cant and don't want give up now?
i really hope to tell you:
please stop to treat me gently!
If you really like the girl then should stop to treat other girls gently
because its just hurting people only!
especially me!!

Looking at the blue sky, asking the god
can you give me answer?
the sky still remain blue colour,
and me never get an answer!

I'M HERE

Finally i can on9 lor~
wawah is here..=)

last posted was talking about whether wanna continue study or not,
now, i made decision and studying now..
it really a harder way i'm going now.

will i regret to choose this way?
hopefully NO.. =X
however, quite lonely in college, only wen and me.
miss mimi and howie badly!!
i hope they are still around us!!
NEVER leave us alone..='(

me and wen moved to wangsa metroview..
hope the different life make my life more wonderful!!
moved out den should keep money, cant spend so much anymore..
siao..siao..XD

this year have 3 classes, im H3.
combination of H10-H13 in diploma classes last year..
getting friend with Dickson, and Nicole they all.. =)
hope we are going together in this 2 years!!
muackss~

* Sorry to my buddies, recently really quite busy and have to settle up everything..
this a reason i kept refuse go out meet u guys~*

SHALL I?

what i am frustrating now is whether i go further study or work?

my great decision was influencing my future~

Is time to work and earn money right now?
or go 1 more year study only out for work?
it's really hard for me to make decision!

i Love college life,
i Love study,
i Love book.
But, it doesn't mean anything right?
huh~i H.A.T.E myself!!
why i always cant make a good decision by myself?
kept asking opinions from people.
O.O
Apa Saya Nak?

i thought i already make a good decision last time,
but now vacillate by my friends!
=.="' H.A.T.E!!

then called to my aunt and have above half hour chat,
i haven say anything then she already ask me study.
she said nowadays everywhere also can get diploma student,
if can then study more.
huh~keep repeating same topic!
she asked me don't think about degree cert in LiverPool 1st,
go for advance diploma, at least better than diploma..
she hope can heard my good news > continue study..
she asked me let her know my decision. =.="' lolx..
Anyway, muz thx her encourage and analyze with me.

NOW, what i wan? i afraid going alone!!it says honestly!
=P really afraid exam, and going study alone.
BUT, i damn like EVENT!! its quite challenge and funs!!

GOD, what i can do with it?
work? study? work? study?
if work then i will choose try work at wisma genting.
sounds good of this company..
can get a lot knowledge because the training is providing~

huh~no matter what, i also cant get a conclusion!!
USELESS wawahfish!!
='(

TOUCHED BY MY GIRLFRIENDS

Suppose update this early, but now only feeling free to post~

my life is full of love from my girlfriends..
Ann, Munyi, Pei Wen, Mimi, Puimun, Cheali and Meikee as well

this is from mimi's blog - ❤ Love is Unpredictable ❤
Mimi wrote this is specially distributed for me =)
all memories about me, wen with her in our 2 years of college life
yes, i still remember when i read it,
my heart was touching and that quite memorable between us~
that will never change our F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P
even now we still contact each other =)
and might want looking same company together

YES, u are right!
*FOREVER FISH, PENGUIN & CAT LOVE EACH OTHER*
=) (^ @ ^) =)

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this is from munyi's blog - Babe World
almost 2 years din update her blog =P
but her last post is distributed for me also~ =)

November 24, 2008
=D my Birthday!! this is specially for me o~
hehe~ damn Happy when my name on my girlfriends' blog
Proven they never forget me..=P
haha~LOVE ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS MUCH!
MUACKsss~

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this captured from ann's blog - Beyond To Me
its also talking about me~
my Birthday celebration last year~
=)

All those specially for me de..
=) i G.L.A.D to know all my Girlfriends much~
because of them i feel i am happiness in friendship =D
i believe that**
OUR F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P WILL KEEP IT FOREVER UNTIL THE WORLD END!!
MUACKSSSsss