♥RESPITE ♥ AGAIN ♥

Finally! all stress was gone right now..
but it just respite and it will come back very soon (after 2 weeks)
i should be responsible on it without complaint cause this is my decision..
so i have to try my best to do it well..=)
well, what i should do now is enjoying..
feel excited right now actually,
cause all the assignments & presentations cease!
yuhooo~ happy!! clap**clap**


but, exam is coming soon! :(
i told myself do not put it on my mind,
i need to allow myself relax at least a week
cause last 2 weeks really felt like going crazy!
* S.T.R.E.S.S*
i hate you! :S


wahaha..sigh..now am free to blogging..
hehe =D *smirk*
♥ freedom now ♥
if a beach in front of me now,
affirm i will dance will shout like crazy! XD


as what u are feeling and seeing now..
i 'painted' my house and change some small design..
but overall almost remain same.. :)
~sky blue~ feeling warm rite? hehe :)
say good bye to purple house since i used it above 6 months..
haha~ although i like purple but bored with it few weeks ago..
now it change to ~sky blue~ :)
try to adapting this color in my house..
:P used to the previous one..haha~

sigh..i free to blogging..
no worries..no doubt..
my house will not be abandoned by me..
cause i love here so muzzzZ
i will try to update constantly..
XD :) enjoying..exciting..
hope everyday is different for me..
**growing**
♥wink**wink**wink♥



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*Again*
i admit that i really out sense of secure,
so i would think too much and stand in negative..
but since that day i was growing and understanding that,
i realized that everything actually is not so difficult for me..
i can do it and i did..

but, what i think in negative is just am thinking too much!
so, i like what we have now..
and i have learned to be patient..:)
recently feel sweet from him..
although it really just a little thing n nothing he did..:P
but feel thankful he is always beside me..
how it was the feeling i just escape it cause even myself also don't know..

in fact, he really not my cup of tea..:P
my cup of tea(dream man)should have big eyes, handsome,(:P), man, brave, able to lead me, romantic, and etc..
whereas he is not..:P
he really different from that, even myself also don't know why is he..
hehe..*smirk* :P
so this time, i just let it as fate..never want to think too much of our future..
what we have now..just let it be..
yes, last time i always think too much with others..
but he is different..i dun wanna think about our future..
sometime i tell and force myself..NO..yes, i did.. :)


yesterday..Opps! i never thought that he will read my blog..
since he said lose it..
what out of my expecting is he had read it yesterday..
*silently* once he told me he suddenly remember my blog name,
Oh my! cant..please..i really dun wan he read what i had wrote here..(it was in my mind)
But, its too late cause i shut ed down my laptop..and he is reading it..:( :S
i cant evade what i had wrote..
but i could not want him change for me or do something for me because he had read here..
it will lose meaning..so..everything just let it be..

hmm..try to stop here..cause..erm..
okk.. o ya..*give up*
pain because of him..because i wanna learn guitar for him..
but just a song..but i really have to give up..
1st tried, only used half an hour my finger already pain..
although i should not easy to give up for everything..
but, i really lack of time to learn and my sifu-Guan Ming also have his love story to continue..
sorry..i useless..:(

*end*
another blogging will coming soon..