DANNY BOY~

lolx~its time to upload this post~
i met a friend here~Danny...he is YTL student..the only one who very good with us in this batch~
he went bk on monday ald~cos he ald finished his 4 months internship in Pangkor Laut..
wao~he be our leader in the special lunch..
i think since that, we everynite oso out for dinner..almost la~
tat day we all very down also included him..
so nice to meet him..bt..bcos he very gd with us, so his college friends dun like him..
hw even worse is where they out and have lunch in resort be4 they bk oso never call him..
i noe that feeling!!its quite sad!this was the sadness he get in his 4 months internship!
i really wan say thx and appreciated him..bcos he noe we desire to eat KFC,MCD,and pizza..so, he bought KFC for us in last day!!honestly..when me went bk to room and saw it den felt surprise and happy..may,yeen and me hug each other!!cos too happy no nid eat cafeteria food.
how kind he is..and we promised,after a week we went bk to KL, we go to watch movie, shopping together..finger print di..=)
cu again guy~

the most delicious KFC!

sa lao and my cat~

last day we went out had our dinner and ice-cream!

WHY I BECAME MORE WEAKNESS?

how come i became more weakness?im strong babe izzit?
promised munyi wan become strong..why i still weak?
cried yesterday..and so late oni sleep ytd.
i oso dun know why~maybe after drink den a way to vent everything..
i so sad to heard again..aichin called them out for dinner due her bf came..but she never msg me n ask me out again!deeply disappointed!even jiahui oso never ask me!
how i hurt?!i really dun know how?!
den ytd few of us oso unhappy..den i sit at pondok and look at stars..
my cat(May) kept console me..after cried and relax..den i started 38 n sang song..
thx all my frens..edison oso came to chat with me~
actually not just only their problem..dun know what is de main reasons la..
then i keep crying ytd..ys oso unhappy, May oso,danny oso~
den all join geter and 38 until very late~
tats y today very tird n sleepy during work..
Oppss..May dun know i promised Mike i will sleep early..so tat today when Mike knw me sleep at 3am+ then look at me and~hehe=P
everyone oso asked me to be strong.i hope the next few weeks will not nth happened again..

GOODBYE MR.ENDRI~

last time i posted,i already changed to new outlet which is called chapman's bar.
it is located in emerald bay which is our beach in this island..
Mr.Endri is a manager in Emerald Bay and also Chapman's Bar.
Oppss..not take picture at there yet~Monday will be the last day at there.
back to my title..Mr.Endri..today is last day he at there..he is the most lengzai among those manager..=P..but Mr Mike still the 1st in my heart..hehe~
1st day i went to Chapman's Bar alone, i feel strange b'cos that was 1sst time.
so, Mr. Endri brought me walked around and introduced everything and what is available at emerald bay. after that, he started to teach me menu items. He really explained very detail and taught me alot!how to serve guests in proper ways,how to take order clearly,how to be confidence and so on..how good a manager i have.i like him so much!however, he want resign..=(

yesterday nite, we went to Pulau Pangkor and had dinner with him..all chapman's bar members..
and our F&B manager and assistant manager.3 tables..a farewell,and welcome with birthday celebration.but the main is farewell Endri~
so touched with it~and i oso drink~i really hmg se dak him..even though im juz know him 2weeks oni..but he is a good and talent manager.

took it today be4 he bk..he said this was last time he wear the uniform,he wan go bk now and change~

a manager who i learned alot from him..my lengzai manager~i like his smile!very cute and sweet~say Goodbye to Mr.Endri!

SPECIAL LUNCH~

tuesday~020310..here have a special lunch in cafeteria..this is celebrated Chinese New Year..
Ms Sook Hen asked us decorate the cafateria with CNY theme~
Monday nite we went to cafeteria prepared everything..started handmade by used the Ang Pau..
decorated it until midnite oni went bk room and rest.
continued our decorated at 9am.and the special lunch started at 11pm.
i think all of us oso very tired and sleepy.=.=
however it was pass lo~hehe! lets see some pictures~

drawn and designed by me and May may~

5 of us~

reception~take Ang Pau

Yee Sheng~

Happy CNY! made by me and Jo~

TRUTH

honestly,i'm having a bad relationship with 2 of them now..
some of my close friends knew about this..
i dun know why and how we become this and it is changing to worse between us?!
mimi asked me why i dun wan face to face talk with them?
the problem is why i wan talk with them?they dun even remember me so i got no idea wan talk to them anything n anymore!
im frustrating about this~cos i dun know what should i do~
and i never wan talk with them and there are no topic we can chat!how even worse is i got no mood to smile with them..especially a person!

in truth,i dun know what happened in FO geng~due im not in that department..
i still can remember that day all of us go out together,they seperate 2 geng..and then i get news from Michael..i just listened what he told me only knew actually urs got something unhappy between them..since that i started to observed and listened..however, me with Michael really discovered the problem from them..he always discovered someone not enough professional and disagree the attitude.
well,mb i cant just listen a side, it was not fair for them, but i can admit that,my roommates no cheating me..u know why?because when i go to feast village work, even other people also specially act like ur pattern cos they thought me dun know what ur attitude during working,its enough to proved that they never cheat me..

so,i started to think,im not dun know urs..we nearly 2 years friends impossible we dun know each other. but i suddenly discovered they never find me never msg or care me..last time i still have went to their room chat and msg someone..however, they never!!what pity friendship?!
yes, they did come my room find me, but they just wanna borrow novels from me and then back to their room!the most made me disappointed is they went to p.pangkor,they asked Michael also never ask me!never msg me!this such called friendship is?!since i knew that, i told my roommate May with sad and nearly tear drop face..i unbelievable they treat me this..May asked me whether want talk to them clearly?NO, i wouldn't talked with them..cos i really disappointed and no point and energy!and also since that, i went out to p.pangkor had dinner also never wan asked them and nvr wan msg them anymore..cos they started this so i just follow only.
well,even sometime we saw each other also nothing to talk and no sit together.i dun know how they think,but i know they 100% told their roommate about us!! means that, there are not only my roommates talk them, they also same only!

sorry to say truth, i really dislike girl always der guy!please la!if he is ur bf then tat acceptable, but everyone u oso der..when facing us,u just show ur no syok face?!i really angry to know this!honestly,got a chef asked me is she ur friend?is she 'han ga'(wan marry)?! walao~even chef look at u oso beh tahan ur attitude..then i nothing to say..i never talk about u in front,n the chef also dun know u r my friend before he say that. well, i really beh tahan ur attitude also!
but, the worse i heard and unacceptable is u open people's phone inbox! my godness!i feel ashamed why u can do like this?!if i were that person i really argue with u di! i really think to ask u do u know what is manner?! so,since u knew the person u admirer or love msg her den only u show the 'dark face' to her?however u just show very good friend with her in front of the chef?!
i dun know since when u became this..if this is truth, den i may be careful u..
and last time i really dun know what u said in front of Mike and made him missunderstand us!but we ald told clearly and truth to Mike.that day we tapao for u, when they took for u, i really dun undertsand why u wan show ur LC and dark face!! i saw it!!people tapao for u still wan show the face!how can i stand with ur side?this was truth i saw!

in additional, who told my babe, she just know to contact someone(talking me) only!so miracle my babe will msg her..xiao jie, people greet u and wish u, i reli dun know why u wan keep said badly to people..said u no nid wish and no bf la..i really dun understand why u cant accept people wish..and why u just know to say people no contact u this and blablabla~why u dun ask urself why u also no contact people?!why must people contact u?why cant u contact people?!
im just saying truth..

honestly,i really dun noe what should i do to change it relationship good...i got no idea to change it~how urs think if urs reading this?is it we need to face to face talked clearly?i dun know~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Z.YEEN

yesterday is my roommate z.yeen's birthday.we planned few days di..Mr.mike gift her a present,and yesterday we planned have a small celebration with her..me, mike, edison and 2 singer hide in the straits and want give her a surprised..
so when she walked in the 2 singer-Peter and Rebecca n us started to sing a birthday song..
i think she very surprised..then we having a lot of fun and hug each other~sing n dance..
next time i get the photos and video from them den oni i upload k..

i really happy and enjoying now..have a lot of fun with them..
well, 4got to say..today i started work at Chapman bar..work shift is started from 9am to 5pm..hehe~after 5pm can bk home rest n sleep..but still me alone in room..today lucky have Mr.Mike msg me..and Jo bk room..i learned a lot..Mr.Entri very very handsome..very cute..he taught me alot..but he gotta resign..hope he will have a glorious future in out of malaysia~

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well, i really dun noe wat someone is thinking..
and im feeling tired right now?i can feel that the feeling with u is getting less..
what i want to do now?i dun noe..i m confusing~juz stop it k..

LAST DAY IN FISHERMAN'S COVE

yesterday is a last day i work at fisherman's cove..i ald get used work at there feeling a bit sad..but not strongly..huh~last day Din still wan scold me!!wuwu~not really scold me la.jz said oni..but its really not all my fault..however, i care at there sure i kena shoot~im nt bread runner,the bread runner,new staff from YTL..sent bread to other table 1st..im nt bread runner den kena shoot..
isshhh..but this ok..almobuse they call me send but the guests ald had it..my god!lucky Din no say wat..cos he know i ald unhappy..walao..they just know to stand at there and look..me alone handle..issshhhh~well..the bread runner apologize to me..cos he said he very blur..huh~i no angry he la..juz another one like no heart to learn..
well..nearly end of our work, Marcus asked me whether want dessert or nt..den i say ok bt dun give me too sweet dessert~den he made me a cheese cake and ice-cream..den i shared it with edison..TQ Marcus so much..

A DINNER WITH MIKE AT P.PANGKOR

last sunday,we(may,yeen,jo,edison,ys,michael and me) had dinner with Mr.Mike ,Ms joy and lestari at p.pangkor Gao lao restaurant~
i very happy have this dinner with them.actually we planned this dinner a week before, someone cant join pls dun complaint much..not we dun let u join! pls dun make Mr. Mike missunderstand us..

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well, its time to intro my lovely and the most i respect manager Mr.Mike~
he is The straits Restaurant manager.
i like him so much..he treat us extremely perfect and good!!he same like our friend..
i really respect him..i told him my unhappy and some problem between us..trainees..
he like hug me and yeen them..me have a good relationship with him..he always msg me and sometime he very fa qiao~lolx..like now,he is going to p.pangkor with other managers had dinner..ask me what i want to eat and he can tapau~ how good a manager i'm having now?!
i really respect Mike, sometime we will hug each other when we meet..and very friend..
that day michael wonder why i very close with him, and he also like to walk beside me..i think more scare michael when he hug me..haha~den yeen oso wonder y i very close with him??haha~actually i also dun noe..jz can say good..i like him..i respect him..
so,that day one of a trainee say he stupid i very angry and dun like!! pls la!! wtf~u r trainee u scold ur manager stp! shit la! since i knew this i really dun like to talk so much with u~i cant accept u said Mike even thought mb u juz kidding! besides that, someone pls dun no manner to touch Mike's handphone k! do u know what is manner? Mr. Mike dislike but he din show in front n tell me..bt as i know, he frustrated and smoked much that day..hope the trainee can be manner and dun displease Mr. Mike..
lets me intro my good manager and friend in pangkor laut here~

HAVING PANGKOR TRIP WITH MY FAMILY

Last wednesday my family,my mum,sister(kelly),sister (winnie) and my sister in law they came to pulau pangkor have their CNY trip..i take off and join them a day..very appreciate the time me with them..we stay at bay view resort a nite.i meet them aroun 1.30+pm..
my parents said i din change..lolx..skin color stil same~den we have a tour of pangkor..which i ald been last 2 weeks..but i still paid it and have fun with my parents..
after the tour, my sister they went to swim at beach..me and mum stay at room slept cos too tired..
around 6pm i woke up and join them swam in swimming pool in our resort.
issshh...next time really wont swim any more..due water get in my ear made me suffering few days..kept go to seek doctor..but the doctor very kind and good..
after swam and bathed,we went to Ye Lin restaurant had our dinner..my god!1st time had dinner need waited an hour+..due to much customers..but my mum they said delicious then its worth to wait~=.="
after dinner,we went to our resort area think to have a walk around there,but its bad weather, raining~lolx..then we back to room rest until next day..but i late to sleep and the room temperature is too cold make me cant slept well..

at midnite, i received my 3 roommates(jo,yeen and may) msg..so touched and happy at that moment..they said very miss me because my bed is empty,im not in the room..so touched they still remember me..nt as other..i nvr received any single care msg or any call!

2nd day,have breakfast and tidy my bag,then received edison's call..=.="
he told me 'i forgot inform u i work at 9am at feast vellage~'
my godness..10+am oni he called me..a bit zadao lo..lucky our manager very kind..then dedy asked me work at fisherman's cove at 12pm..den i rushed bk to pangkor laut work~
say bye bye to my family..left few more weeks den i will bk to KL lo~
miss urs much much!!

SMALL TRIP AT PANGKOR ISLAND

sorry late to update my blog..due to line problem and no free~
well,lets talk about a small trip at pangkor island on last tuesday~
in the morning, we went to pangkor island by staff boat and meet up an uncle who r taxi driver..
he brought us go to had our breakfast..meal at pangkor island very cheaper than our KL..and the taste is nt bad!after had our breakfast,we went to lumut by boat due we wan buy some stuff, so we went to the store.
after bought every needed stuff den we went bk to pangkor by boat again..
then after having our lunch, uncle brought us went to few places to took photos and have fun..
its a tired day!but we have fun in take photos~if interested can view my facebook's photo~

actually i still remember its not fully happy and nt perfect at all..who close with me sure know what happen at here~
well,that was some problem between them~at nite, we having dinner at coco restaurant..
after dinner we sang k at stage and having fun..however,yeen and jo r unhappy and cried..cause they miss their parents so much~they drunk so they very emo..as roommate,me and may take care them and console them until they bathed and slept..
on board,i have a strong feeling..wan sayang them..hope them dun unhappy n cry..may be i really pity them~

Now,i knew that,they ald inside my heart and be my true friends.. cos we know to care each other..they will not leave me, go out also asked me to join..i have lot fun with them..they show their truly not show hypocritical..honestly, i extremely dislike hypocritical especially people conversation way..its make me disgusted!!sorry to say that, this not my 1st time to say i dislike hypocrite person~

FINALLY~

finally i have a shift n split shift~today i learned some knowledge and skills..for example~make cappuccino with a doco milk..haha~i promised myself,i must learned from Mr.Mike..hehe~they all said he very professional so that i must learned from him..but i really dun like the stupid coffee smell~

finally i saw them!! and serve them n talked with them oso~wedding group~they will check out 2moro morning lo~they r really pretty and have a nice skin colour~huh~so geng la them~waited few days,finally saw them today..their brunch buffet!

finally i started worked at nite~haha~be a bread runner and food runner~lolx..and trying be confident~2moro get a sample of menu den i have to memorize all menu items and have to learned explain to guests~woohoo~challenge for me~honestly, i really no interested on F&B~can say that i 0knowlegde..lolx..wat the stp food name!!juz eat la..stil nid to noe de name~haiz~

woohu~wedding group check out soon..special function ended means tuesday we can off..so fast the day is coming~10 of us planned go to pulau pangkor have a small trip and relax ourselves~hopefully we can enjoy..
well..actually not as worse as i think be4..i hav a lot fun with my roommate..like yesterday..we keep laughed until 1.30am oni wan go to bed sleep~lolx~they r so funny..mb their impression
r dissapearing now..try to have fun with them~

haiz..missing my babies and buddies n family much~and miss u much oso..y u so stp de leh!!gek sei me~huh!!wahh..here gt a lot Man and mature guys!!my dream boy~haha~later my heart dun noe fly to somewhere lo~juz kidding~bt if u dun wan hold the chance then lets say bye bye soon..haha~miss urs much!muackss~

06/02/2010

wow~today is not a important day for me..but for someone who r having her wedding dinner here tonight in emerland bay which is our beach in this island..well..this was a private dinner..P&C..but i think most of people also knew~lolx!!
woke up early in this morning..5am+..prepared to work at 7am..this breakfast buffet is specially set for our 'VIP'..how ever today only 8 guests went to fisherman's cove had their breakfast~=.="'
a superstar in front of me, n i served her i oso dun noe~haha~paiseh~she reli look different..bt their cantonese reli nice la!!
at the end oso din see the 'big idol' come for breakfast..all busy make up n go to estate which is our 'banglo house' provide to Dato and VIP~and the wedding is set at there~i think they r preparing their wedding right now~unfortunately i not serve at there..cos trainees are not allowed to serve..
so i no chance to have a look the wedding event n set up designed~

as i wrote on top,oni 8 guests enter to had their breakfast..so we free to chat n blabla~
bt ho..the guy reli keep look at me la..make me dun noe hw..me dun wan see him..later he think too much..and then cook omelet to me~=.= n kept say something like flirting!!huh~ bt ho..he reli look alike de DJ n a participant superstar...NICK!!reli alike n same height n thin!!
not oni him,i noe stil gt a guy ah..haiz,pls dun keep look at me k!
me nth special n im very normal~

wow~2moro start split shift~brunch for wedding group and start my nite shift lo~
finally i can wear de nite uniform!! but i dun like..haha~b'cos black colour~damn hot when we 'climb' to restaurant~=P

MY 1st POST IN MY TRAINING LIFE~

finally i bkeen pangkor training~yes..nw me in my histel room posting this blog~=)
lets talk my think n feel here~
1st day reached here reli tired and hot like hell!!
reli cant accept this stp weather!!but very enjoy to sit de boat!its reli different wif our staff boat!!lolx~
after we settle all den we clean up ourselves and go to pulau pangkor bought some needed stuff!

2nd day, we have a resort tour in the morning..honestly,here reli large..dun noe hw explain here clearly, here is reli a resort in an island..no shop no others...whole land is under YTL..pangkor laut resort de..i think i glad n reli feel honored im here b'cos here reli widen knowledge and experience~
this day we off early..2pm like tat ald can rest~then we bath and take a rest and wait until nite to had our welcome dinner..so good..stil have welcome dinner~haha~
we had it in feast village restaurant which located beside lobby..had a dinner valuable RM168 buffet at there~cheese cake reli nice!!well, the F&B restaurant ass manager briefed us and let us know which restaurant we r going to..4 of them go to Feast Village, me with edison go to Fisherman's Cove~which is fine dinning restaurant..provide western,italian and fresh seafood food!here is nt allowed people who under 16 or 18 years old enter to restaurant..oni for VIP enter..like Dato and Datin, and famous people o

3rd day~started reported to Fisherman's Cove..this day have a buffet lunch for guests from China~hmm..some senior dun like them, bt for me stil ok la..seniors said they very noisy..very loud when they r talking~lolx~for me ok..as long as they r not small kids!!haha~and some of them friendly..oppss..i can said tat many of guests no oni this geng from China, other foreign guests so manner and friendly...almost everytime when they saw ppl oso will great! its good!!

4th day~yesterday i went to The Straits work..b'cos fisherman's cove close..and oso serve lunch to chinese guests~normally at nite the Straits will serve Thai Food.i tried some..very delicious..i like it!!i wan train at here la~haha~den suppose my working hour until 6pm bt we end early den 4+pm bk to hostel..this day damn pening..reli cant stand..sleep until 6pm oni woke up go to punch card and bath~

well,day is running, so fast i ald been here 5 days~wuhoo~
act today wan go fisherman's cove bt the lunch buffet change to the straits..hehe~
today my task used me very long long hours..tat is learned to 'arrange flower'..
wow~although it took me much time, bt i quite happy b'cos i learned hw to do it di..hehe~
so fresh la~nvr do be4 oso nvr think hav a day i will touch or do this!!
bt so sad i cant take picture..cos i din bring my phone..edison too~if have den i must take photo..show that all r made by me~=P kaka~

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

this post respectfully present for anyone who help me much, encourage me and gave me much much wishes~
only left few hours, then i gotta start my 'trip' to Pangkor~
hmm..i received many wishes from my family,friends,babies and buddies~

1st, i wan to thx my family supported me continue study, especially my mum, i knew my aunt kept say 'hotel management' until low class and bad..look it down..but she still support and never called me dun study tis course..honestly, better dun let me heard my aunt say me or say this job,if not i really will fight with her..i respect elders very good de, but it doesn't mean i wont fight or like them..pls dun think i keep quiet means i will let urs bully! they already bully my sister, if bully me again den i will not same as sister dun talked with them or seek them, i will fight..i dun like ppl no that qualification still wan say ppl..if her daughter is best or perfectly than me then i will keep quiet, but she is not!! so better dun provoke me..

sorry, back to my chapter~so thx my family much much~and my sisters..3 oso sayang me..always tried to satisfied me..thx thx much!!muackss~and my relatives~

2ndly, i want thx to wen n mimi..do u know urs blog posted for me made me touched until cried..i will never never forget urs!! and my love will continue give urs..u 2 r the best in my college life~mimi, i oso hope 3 of us still can same as last time sleep together and chat until fell to sleep.its a valuable and memorable which we cant forget it!!love urss much..

3rd, i thx my buddies...josh,ann,munyi,puimun,cheali,pohsong,mickey,joe,jason~thx much much~our friendship already pass through 5 years..its oso valuable and memorable..and thx urs always brought me to so many places..its freshness..muackss~especially josh and ann..thx babe keep warning and remind..thx ur care..appreciate it!!

lastly~thx to cuicui(ann's friends)..i get her wishes in Fb~thx sheng min shared a lot experience during his training in Pangkor..let me knew much info and it helps me much!!thx kien sien gave me much wishes and as an uncle keep remind this n that,thx ur care~thx weyne yang and shi chee gave me info n their experiences oso~and thx Jing Sin jie...i received her msg...love urss much much ya~

THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I WILL APPRECIATE IT!!Muacksss~

SATURDAY & SUNDAY

Saturday woke up early due wan to take care 2 childs..=.="'
who knew me well sure know me dislike children..i just like baby..but not over age 3..
when i young wont have this feel..but since i worked and met many noisy childs so i anti them much much~pls away from me..
lucky i gave them drink susu den de small1 sleep di..sister still keep talked..=.="'
i went to selayang mall wif mummy and met my sister..
2 kids followed oso..bought 2 pants at there~
then treat my mum ate Mc Value chicken..hehe~mum said very spicy..cos the pepper sauce too strong..haha~for me stil ok la..
then finished it and walked around..Back home around 6pm++
its time to on9 and packed luggage~after packed 7788 den on9 until midnite yesterday..

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Sunday~woke up early oso...no enuf sleep..cos sleep 6 hours oni..no choice..awaked by my sister~huh~den they bk home di so i read my novel..finished novel den went to grandmum's house at Desa Jaya..grandpa n grandmum old much much~feel sad..
they gave me Ang Pau~=.="'..its ok..but when i saw my grandpa's Ang Pau den i surprise..if i noe den i will nt receive it!! act i oso want give them money,but mummy said no nid cos i no worked..=.=..if noe it den juz nw i will give them..bt nvm...i ask my sister help me take Ang Pau to them during CNY..huh~
totally i get 5 Ang Pau di..from Winnie sister, mum, aunty, Grandmum n Grandpa..
Gandpa said when i want to oversea study den find him..
??my mum said mb he wan give me money go other country study..><..

feeling family love is very important..
when i young, i felt its nothing..i look friendship more important..
but when i mature started from last few years,den i understand that Family Love is most important n valuable..thats y im having good relationship with each other..i ok with every sister..but they not close each other..so i am a middle part..wat oso find me chat de..
i oso love my family much much!!
wawah~pls dun feel sad!!cheer!!