TRUTH

honestly,i'm having a bad relationship with 2 of them now..
some of my close friends knew about this..
i dun know why and how we become this and it is changing to worse between us?!
mimi asked me why i dun wan face to face talk with them?
the problem is why i wan talk with them?they dun even remember me so i got no idea wan talk to them anything n anymore!
im frustrating about this~cos i dun know what should i do~
and i never wan talk with them and there are no topic we can chat!how even worse is i got no mood to smile with them..especially a person!

in truth,i dun know what happened in FO geng~due im not in that department..
i still can remember that day all of us go out together,they seperate 2 geng..and then i get news from Michael..i just listened what he told me only knew actually urs got something unhappy between them..since that i started to observed and listened..however, me with Michael really discovered the problem from them..he always discovered someone not enough professional and disagree the attitude.
well,mb i cant just listen a side, it was not fair for them, but i can admit that,my roommates no cheating me..u know why?because when i go to feast village work, even other people also specially act like ur pattern cos they thought me dun know what ur attitude during working,its enough to proved that they never cheat me..

so,i started to think,im not dun know urs..we nearly 2 years friends impossible we dun know each other. but i suddenly discovered they never find me never msg or care me..last time i still have went to their room chat and msg someone..however, they never!!what pity friendship?!
yes, they did come my room find me, but they just wanna borrow novels from me and then back to their room!the most made me disappointed is they went to p.pangkor,they asked Michael also never ask me!never msg me!this such called friendship is?!since i knew that, i told my roommate May with sad and nearly tear drop face..i unbelievable they treat me this..May asked me whether want talk to them clearly?NO, i wouldn't talked with them..cos i really disappointed and no point and energy!and also since that, i went out to p.pangkor had dinner also never wan asked them and nvr wan msg them anymore..cos they started this so i just follow only.
well,even sometime we saw each other also nothing to talk and no sit together.i dun know how they think,but i know they 100% told their roommate about us!! means that, there are not only my roommates talk them, they also same only!

sorry to say truth, i really dislike girl always der guy!please la!if he is ur bf then tat acceptable, but everyone u oso der..when facing us,u just show ur no syok face?!i really angry to know this!honestly,got a chef asked me is she ur friend?is she 'han ga'(wan marry)?! walao~even chef look at u oso beh tahan ur attitude..then i nothing to say..i never talk about u in front,n the chef also dun know u r my friend before he say that. well, i really beh tahan ur attitude also!
but, the worse i heard and unacceptable is u open people's phone inbox! my godness!i feel ashamed why u can do like this?!if i were that person i really argue with u di! i really think to ask u do u know what is manner?! so,since u knew the person u admirer or love msg her den only u show the 'dark face' to her?however u just show very good friend with her in front of the chef?!
i dun know since when u became this..if this is truth, den i may be careful u..
and last time i really dun know what u said in front of Mike and made him missunderstand us!but we ald told clearly and truth to Mike.that day we tapao for u, when they took for u, i really dun undertsand why u wan show ur LC and dark face!! i saw it!!people tapao for u still wan show the face!how can i stand with ur side?this was truth i saw!

in additional, who told my babe, she just know to contact someone(talking me) only!so miracle my babe will msg her..xiao jie, people greet u and wish u, i reli dun know why u wan keep said badly to people..said u no nid wish and no bf la..i really dun understand why u cant accept people wish..and why u just know to say people no contact u this and blablabla~why u dun ask urself why u also no contact people?!why must people contact u?why cant u contact people?!
im just saying truth..

honestly,i really dun noe what should i do to change it relationship good...i got no idea to change it~how urs think if urs reading this?is it we need to face to face talked clearly?i dun know~