Big Girl Don't Cry

Time keep running without stop for anyone...

It's been some time i never sharing through my blog..

I think when i was alone and sad then only remind me i still have blog w me all time... :(

Today, 26.02.13

I just want to be alone

refuse all the dates from friends

Thanks their date and wanna accompany

But i would just rather be at home to hide myself

I'm telling myself stop crying for the stupid person

How he hurt you just forget about it

Do not read anything regards him

Just let everything over and do not go back anymore

Even you feel so innocent but please go away

let it go

I really dunno how the dramatic acting like

is just ends up the girl rather come to friend w me

this is so unexpected from me

but you hate me because we became friend

you never know i was in the middle

many times i dunno who i gonna trust

when i don't trust the girl, she blame me

when i don't trust you, you blame me

you never believe that, she wanna out with because i beg her to give you a chance but you never appreciate what am did for you

you blame for everything were my fault..

i speechless and hurt million times by you

but still you keep scold me and thought that you are the pity and innocent one and all the hell were my fault

there's many words to speak

but all seems useless anymore

I do really hope i can let go right now

and sorry to be so selfish this time 

because i hope i can get someone to love and forget you

I hope i can do it but i know it's pretty hard  for me

 Because I never be selfish to hurt anyone who're loving me

Thanks them always beside me and let me know i still have them

Forget about everything

Let go and Move On