YOU NEVER KNOW

Sometime,
i really hope i could get somebody to talk to
i am not a quiet person, you know
i am sharing is caring person, you know

but i know everyone was tiring am facing the foolish love
i know everyone hope i can stop it and walk away
i tried hardly yet i cried hardly
I know everyone was boredom with mine problem
That's why i am standing alone crying alone and not letting anyone knows
i am not going to annoying my beloved friends
i just absorb all the loneliness and painfulness by myself

you just can see i smile all the time
especially once i changed my uniform
once any beloved beside me
smile is truly from my heart, is not forcing myself
cause it is a sense and automatically
cause i wish i could present i am fine and forget about pain
cause i wish everyone not to worry me
i dun wan anyone feel annoying by me
i dun wan anyone see my foolish and dire face
i am trying my best to smile everyday
present that i have an Excellent Day

However you never know
Even now, a thousand of times
i wish i could go to beach
stand in front there and shout loudly by using all my energy
i wish i could cry in front of the beach loudly under the sunset

I know i am foolish idiot stupid or whatever
No way to do to solve from this
I really wish i could get someone to spread all my real feeling
i wish i could get someone ask me to cry loudly
i wish i could get someone hug me tightly when i am crying loudly
i wish i could get someone to say: no afraid, everything will be fine baby
the lucky and sunny days are always there waiting to you
Let me know, i am not alone to fight with the fears, loneliness, bullies
i wish i could get someone say softly to me:
lets give me your hand, i will hold tightly
no abandon you,not to let you alone and feeling fears
lets get another new journey with me...