frustration is around me right now..
i am frustrating about the training on next year..
NEXT YEAR??(still long rite?)
day by day over time,
but i have to decide where would to training now?
i'm like RESORT and this was not me said 1st time..
besides, how about the hotel?
erm..i got no idea to choose either training in the hotel or resort..
want train at resort, alternatively at hotel?
take it for granted, i am interesting resort and wanna try at there..
however, the problem is the training start on 1st FEB until 11 April.
a total of 50 days i'm not here..
on the other hand,i am frustrating that CNY is start from 14th FEB..
therefore, if i choose resort and no stay at KL to training,
i cant back home during CNY, moreover,cant celebrate with my family and buddies..
huh~what to do?
i will miss all who imperative deep inside my heart..
yesterday, michael told me about the discussion of training with miss amanda..
he, aichin, jiahui decided go to PULAU BANGkok training,
then miss amanda asked them who else they suggest..
(cos miss amanda not fully understand how we are..)
and michael told me, jiahui suggested me..
??!! then michael thought i expect to training with them..
and tell miss amanda my result is not bad and hardworking..
thus, miss amanda put me in thier group?
(if i no missunderstood wat michael said)
hmm..i told michael i never think about training this problem actually before..
and i said i am diffidence at all..they are too strong in the study..
indeed, i am not same standard with them..
i said that i scare i will be stress if training together with them..
if 4 of us stand together, obviously i am most diffidence!!
i am not comparing or what..i just feel inferior without any reason..
especially my poor language..
michael was realised my feeling yesterday..
he never thought me will feel stress..
and he was msg me..
said sorry about that he never ask my opinion then told miss amanda im same group.
furthermore,
he called me consider clearly and then inform him what my decison is.
i felt sorry to michael..cos our conversation made him realised my thinking..
sorry..michael..(if u have read my blog here)
in the end, what i want and what my decision is not yet out..
please..who give some suggestion to me and usefull?
i will appreciate you. =P
i am frustrating about the training on next year..
NEXT YEAR??(still long rite?)
day by day over time,
but i have to decide where would to training now?
i'm like RESORT and this was not me said 1st time..
besides, how about the hotel?
erm..i got no idea to choose either training in the hotel or resort..
want train at resort, alternatively at hotel?
take it for granted, i am interesting resort and wanna try at there..
however, the problem is the training start on 1st FEB until 11 April.
a total of 50 days i'm not here..
on the other hand,i am frustrating that CNY is start from 14th FEB..
therefore, if i choose resort and no stay at KL to training,
i cant back home during CNY, moreover,cant celebrate with my family and buddies..
huh~what to do?
i will miss all who imperative deep inside my heart..
yesterday, michael told me about the discussion of training with miss amanda..
he, aichin, jiahui decided go to PULAU BANGkok training,
then miss amanda asked them who else they suggest..
(cos miss amanda not fully understand how we are..)
and michael told me, jiahui suggested me..
??!! then michael thought i expect to training with them..
and tell miss amanda my result is not bad and hardworking..
thus, miss amanda put me in thier group?
(if i no missunderstood wat michael said)
hmm..i told michael i never think about training this problem actually before..
and i said i am diffidence at all..they are too strong in the study..
indeed, i am not same standard with them..
i said that i scare i will be stress if training together with them..
if 4 of us stand together, obviously i am most diffidence!!
i am not comparing or what..i just feel inferior without any reason..
especially my poor language..
michael was realised my feeling yesterday..
he never thought me will feel stress..
and he was msg me..
said sorry about that he never ask my opinion then told miss amanda im same group.
furthermore,
he called me consider clearly and then inform him what my decison is.
i felt sorry to michael..cos our conversation made him realised my thinking..
sorry..michael..(if u have read my blog here)
in the end, what i want and what my decision is not yet out..
please..who give some suggestion to me and usefull?
i will appreciate you. =P
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